The floodgates opened,
and out it poured.
Cried most of the day.
As I was putting up a chicken run, for the meaties.
As I was driving into town.
As I was making lunch.
As I was doing dishes.
It was like a dam broke...
and came pouring out my eyes.
Been going through some hard stuff lately.
Like, seriously hard.
Heartbreaking,
suffocating in hurt,
drowning in sorrow.
hard.
But yet I love.
And yet I hope.
" My Hope is in You Lord,
My Rock and my Redeemer."
The Bible says to weep with those who weep.
ReplyDeleteI did that.
I love you.
Still praying...
Oh, my friend...my heart hurts for you and hopes for you. May you find His comfort in every tear, His touch through every lonely moment and His love surround you through and through. He's got you, sister, He's stronger than any...rest your weary head on his fluffy pillow awhile, let Him stroke your hair and fill you up. Then, I promise that He will release some of His Strength in you and you will walk with confidence in yourself, to fight against the oppression that is trying to bring you down. I know you trust Him.
ReplyDeleteLove to you.
{{{{hugs}}}}
My heart is heavy before God on your behalf, Heather.
ReplyDeletePraying for peace and comfort for you through these difficult times.
Crying sucks. But sometimes it's unavoidable, and necessary.
ReplyDeletePraying for you still.
Crying released the hormones needed to be healthy. So cry dammit. Cry cry cry. It's not a bad thing. I cry at least twice a week to keep me stable.
ReplyDeleteDavid, Job, and others CRIED OUT to God. He made us emotional.
On another note, God is good. Nothing He does is bad. He loves you. And so do I.